Still Spinning...

I still fill like a basket case. If I am totally honest-I am scared. I know God's plan is perfect, but I am terrified that I have not found a teaching position yet. So many people are trying to be nice and encouraging by asking me "Have you found anything yet?" "Oh you will! People would be crazy not to hire you!" Well....I guess everyone is crazy because I have not even had an interview. It's really starting to get to me...alot. My family is being really supportive but I can tell they are worried, too. I feel like screaming right now-LOUDLY!

WHERE AM I SUPPOSED TO BE????

This summer has been good-lots of spending time with kids I love and family. Really enjoying being at home but wondering if this is where I am supposed to be in the fall.

Thats the thing-I don't want this to be about me-I know its not supposed to be and I don't want it to be. I want to serve God more than anything. I want to know that I am doing all I can to glorify Him where I am. Even if thats at home or even if thats somewhere living by myself. I am ready to venture out because I know He has my back.

Just some rambling for today :)