Howdy

So..I have never been a writer, journaler, or any kind of person who writes down what they are thinking. BUT...lately so many things have been running through my mind that I needed a place to "store" it all and get it out. The thought of writing it on paper didn't really seem appealing so I thought I jump on the blogging train!

I just graduated from Texas A&M (Whoop!) Right now I feel like a basket case. I am confused. I am worried. I am excited. I am scared. I am ready. I am trying desperately to seek God and where he wants me to be in the fall. I have NO CLUE where that is. I know my Lord is teaching me patience, but honestly I have never been good with being patient. I am excited for summer and for relaxing, but lately I have felt that I am wasting my time. I don't really know how to explain this feeling-I just feel like I should be doing more for God. Is this mission work or just spending more time with him? I don't know.

I really don't know what to write. Really. I feel like my mind is spinning, but I don't know how to put my thoughts into words. I need to pray. I need to sit at the feet of God and listen. I need to slow down in my "busy" life of nothing and focus on Him.